now new year resolutions have always been a bit silly to me because why change something just because its a new year? why not change because you want a new you? this could be in the middle of june or end of october. i guess it has to do with new beginnings but who says that your new beginning has to start at the new year? well it doesn't.. but i decided to join in on this resolution thing anyway. so far i have surprised myself but we will see.
1. limit caffeine. i say limit because who the heck wants to have a slice of pizza with an iced cold water on the side? no one. the answer is no one. so with my pizza i will continue to have a dr. pepper. and i DONT drink diet because diet soda has aspartame in it and thats bad. id rather take the additional calories. im not trying to restrict my caffeine use because i wanna loseee weight, think im fat, or whateverrrrrr its because i want to be healthy and i cant possibly have a happy body and mind when im constantly drenching it in redbull. replacement: green tea and lemon water. (from my last post)

2. wake up early every morning. the worst feeling in the world is waking up at eleven, sometimes even ten, and realizing you have wasted your WHOLE day away! there are so many things you could have been doing! therefore, EVEN on the days i have no school or work i have been waking up around 7:30-8:00 to get my day going. its getting easier to roll out of bed andd i feel so much more energized!
3. be patient. i have tried to do this my whole life. it.just.wont.happen. why? cause i wanna go go go and get it all done now! and people who slowly walk around this world taking their sweet time drive me crazy! dont you have anything to do?!?! no? well, then here, take some of the crap off my list today. the most precious thing in the world is time and i hate when other people cant understand that. now with that off my chest i agree i need to be a bit less pushy and more patient. it will make me happier when i can just let things be. again, this resolution is not a guarantee.
4. get my nails done more often! yeah this is seriously one of my resolutions. because not only do primped hands look better butttt i need to start treating myself more. and im not afraid to say that.
5. stay organized! i purchased a cute little planner that i have been using to help me keep on top of things. it will help me from my procrastination problem. at least i hope.. a more organized jessica may be a less stressed jessica and that is a wonderful thing because i stress too much. and have mental breakdowns. and anxiety attacks. all because my life is too jam packed and BUSY! not that im complaining about the hustle bustle because if my life wasnt this busy i dont know what id possibly do with the time. therefore, staying organized will help elevate the stress and create a calmer me.
bring on 2012! xoxo